Finally alone..
This was not what I wanted.
I'd give anything
to get it all back.
That one perfect minute
when the hearts intertwine
to bend to the melody
of the soul.
It ended so fast,
as if by a mysterious force.
Little did I know
such forces flow freely in me.
And, now I sit quietly,
gazing in to the sunset,
the strong scent of a cigarette
invading my senses,
I quietly watch the smoke melt away.
I cant help but stare,
wondering why I am here
and not with her.
Wonders of the heart
will never cease to be,
emotions running wild,
I try to see where I went wrong.
I realize for the first time
the fault lies within me,
at the core of my very being.
Close my eyes and breathe deep,
I try to make peace with my demons,
and bare my heart bravely
to the ravages of heartbreak.
